May you be blessed.

May you always feel protected and candled in the arm of god

like the cherished child you are.

And when you tempted to judge

may you be reminded that we all one and that every thought you think

reverberates across the universe, touching everyone and everything.

May you be blessed and may others be blessed by you
this is my heartfelt wish for you

~May you be blessed~

JACKQUEEN

What is the time now?!!!

7:07am early in the morning, i guess u guys are pretty sure that i wont get up this early

if there is no any special reason or any hard-solve shit to spend off my sleeping time

*I'm absolutely a late wake body from my sleeping session*

Seriously, i mean to say this, i am fucking tired or can said to be exhausted after 

2sleepless nights, some of you might know how tired or dizzy i am now if you ever try this, 

no matter what is the reason of makes you could not sleep.

Was trying hard to close my eyelids and make my world in black already even last 

night was with the condition of whole body's muscle-ache after an aerobic session at the

evening but the thoughts was keep hovering around me and never attempt to leave just like 

reminding me i should not sleep or what. what can i do at the end is, just get my body up

from lying on my comfortable bed in order to end up those annoying words REMINDS, 

or else i shall be mad on it !!

Simply to say. i hate this kind of life !!! But who am i to disagree?

Have no any qualification or right to control all these super fucking cruel fact of living life

facing the stresses with expecting all of the tasks to be done right

*Am persuading to be good in everything, not to be perfect, but at least good*

PS: i do really hope and wishing to be.

 Wish me luck and stay health please, bye.

Happy birthday to my love, jaclyn !!

Jaclyn ah jaclyn, how do you expect me to remember your birthday

when you never look any older?? haha

It is another day for you, happy birthday !!

*god picked another petals on your flower wishing your flowers may bloom for year*

Dreamt of guitar.

It is never soon late to be whoever you want to be

there is no time limit; start whenever you want it

You can change and stay the same and no bound to these thing

maybe make the best or make the worst

but i hope i can do it best

Worst days i had

Okie~luckily i'm fine now and capable to blog*thnks god*

this is my new sport shoes which i buy for my weekly aerobic class

since my old 1 is spoiled by my careless negligence. 

Me and my jaclyn were thought we gotta wait for the inform of the society

but now is already week5 we still have no receive any yet

then felt insecure and decided to ask friend's friend who join before

GT TO KNOW

its started with no notice normally, so we miss up TIMES !!!stupid us

So, today is the 1st day we should be attend with consciousness

but we skip once more, Me is the scourge of this

and i would say this is what i'm so hate, probably times hundred of hate

I believe most of the girl or women might know how hurt or uncomfortable

when we are in menstrual period, but how about the worst pain that 

we heard from others always, did you feel it? or experienced it?

Do not says you know to me please(if you have no experienced)

i though i was know too but now i know i was not know about it

How it pain? how it suffer?

normally my gastric will be pain a day before my menstrual period start

but this time the pain comes earlier 2days, oh man, i can not do anything*skip cls*

and today i felt dizzy, stomach and gastric pain until can not move

even in bed, vomit, sweating, and feel wanna die*seriously* 

and "she" never comes, i was wondering what is going on to my body system?

guess wrong or feel wrong? then decided to see doctor*MC*, feel better after then

and "she" comes finally now, and i'm fine now, what to say?

SHE IS AN ASSHOLE!!! So hard to invite and hard to say goodbye!!

Just a complaint for the "her"

which mess up my days*i can wait no more to wear the shoes on*

Xiaodong's cherry eye

The day i move into new house

i saw his eye is reddish and comes out with a lot of tears

i was thought to wait and see, what will it be later some hours time

result: getting bigger and bigger

The next day, it became worst, and i say: it cant wait anymore

the way he looking at me, i know he was not feeling well with it

The moment we sat on the sofa in the clinic, i was telling myself it going to fine

but then doctor never allow me to having any of the positive thought??

she told me xiaodong need to do the surgery to remove the so-called cherry eye

while i was still waiting outside ==" getting nervous and even more than that

Omg omg omg omg omg, was muttering... 

Was calming down after dr.'s explanation

and decided to wait for the surgery immediately

~about an hour time~

Here is some explanation of cherry eye

Unlike human, dogs have a third eyelid which situated in the third corner of eye.

Behind this pinkish tissue called the "Hardarian gland".

For smaller breed, the gland of the third eyelid is not strongly held in space.

And "cherry eye" is the prolapse of this gland which then protrudes from behind

the third eyelid and appearing like a cherry in the corner of eye.

"Cherry eye" occasionally occurs in young puppies

usually around the age of 10-16 weeks (as xiaodong)

So, if you found there is a cherry appear in your puppy's eye

send it to do a surgery, cost is around rm100-150

Moved house

I was busy for moving my stuff into the new hostel that i'm staying now

unhappy with the limited capacity of movement or activities in the previous hostel

which only can be free within 2rooms dimension

Friends might know me and my housemate jaclyn was stayed with an old aunt who

are the sister of the house owner. Not so long ago, probably few days before the 

date we decided to move originally, she falled down at the drawing room, 

and seriously it seem to be, said to be, take to be super terrible!!!

And so, we get to know about her characteristic and the reason why she is

seems to be abandon by her family as well as remain single yet at her ages.

I'm quite sympathy for her situation but also remind me that a bad attitude

might caused to being poor in the rest of living life, pray harder for her la. 

Am moved from there, exhausted but happy.

finally i'm going to have a really family home life in my studies time

Cook cook cook, play play play, study study study

Bye!! 

Rachel birthday celebration

Presented her surprise after having a dinner at Amigo

we actually though she was predicted to these

but we guess wrongly, since she said she never think of it

anyway, happy birthday to u rachel, hope u b gd in anything^^